I’m six weeks into my nine week plan to come off meds and I should be feeling great but I feel so tired and have no energy. I’ve had some bad news too about the appeal for Tam’s visa – it’s not going to happen until June next year. This could delay my trip to Thailand even further; I was hoping to go in January. I don’t know what to do now. Trying to focus on studying but that is difficult too. We are in week 5 – character creation. I’m finding the exercises quite challenging and am anxious to find out my score from the TMA. Don’t know when that will be. I had my last CBT session yesterday and was feeling quite confident about all the work we have done but it’s hard to feel positive about things right now. We were told the appeal would happen in November and I was really hoping that Tam would be here for Christmas. Now I have to plan my festivities without him. I can’t bear the thought of six more months away from him.